(From left to right) Duamutef, Qebsenef, Hapi, and Mesti - The Four Sons of Heru Did a ritual with JaKarr, with Oya, where we both went to the cemetery. I left about 4-5 oranges and a modest vine of grapes. We both asked that we be released from our porn addiction. We performed it during the hour of Mercury. When I got to the cemetery there was a storm cloud approaching. I talked to JaKarr before I made my offering and made my request. I listened to Alice Coltrane's Turiya & Ramakrishna. Later, we performed the initial Opening of the Cardinal Quarters. I slept well. The Astral Flight spell didn't work last night. It worked on the 4th of August this month, but not last night. I'll have to stop smoking if I want to see real results.
I took a real break. For 10:10 this time. I thought the screen read Blessed Belief. I had another tab open that read "Episode 50 - BlackSun". My right forearm was sore. I worked at the pillow factory and that meant working with my hands. Folding. Over and Over Again by Uncle Acid & the Deadbeats plays in my mind. The screen had actually read Frank Zappa - Blessed Relief. I felt my arms relax; the muscle ease. I hadn't done a pushup in months. lol Fuck the Army, bru! Fuck that shit. AWOLNATION. At 21:55, I realized I placed the white candles down, almost exactly in the cardinal directions!!! I had been listening to Black Sabbath - MASTER OF REALITY!!!! I had just swept the carpet and was performing the Opening of the Quarters ceremony. 9:58 PM After Forever by Black Sabbath is playing. I ended the ritual with After Forever playing again, but it was the studio outtakes.- instrumental. I BUMPED THAT JUNK UP TO 100!!!! I saw 22:21 m left on the Planet...